RAYE - Genesis, pt. i

They say the twenties are the best years of your life

But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets

'Cause I'm busy on my phone observing everyone else

How I compare and obsess

Just me, my phone, and these walls

And I've been sober for some months

But I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall

Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant

I've been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them

I Googled why I'm still desperatе for validation and sedatives, huh

Callin' men who don't givе a fuck about me

Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy